Oh Hai...I am Jessica. I joined this site for my friend. I probably wont post anything all that interesting but stick around i may surprise you~Ask me anything
Yup just sit there and talk about how you cant imagine being heavy odr you ate a lot of pizza and had to weigh yourself the next day but oh surprise you didn’t gain any weight. Try living my life feeling like if you eat one thing you balloon and look like a cow. I purposely do not own a scale but seeing yours in the bathroom helps me so much. I feel so bad about myself tonight. I just want to love me for me. And stupid me told my Brother I have gone back to my bad choices. So now I have to get help again. My one thing i control is taken away. What do I do….fuck
And now the smell of food is making me gag. I hate this. I would eat in my room but therapy says I can’t. Food isnt a secret. Even tho I want it to be.
Please stop talking about how you cant eat that or this. You are a twig man seriously. Ugh im done just done
I need better control. My eating is out of control again. Ugh :( I just want to love me in this skin.
I’d rather be going to the beach right now with my friends.